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I have diabetes mellitus
starting from
1980.
From 1980 I'm a
juvenile diabetic, also called a type I
diabetic. In the beginning I used insulin from
animals and my control of my diabetes was without any problems. But in 1987
suddenly all sort of strange problems started! At that time all
animal insulin in the Netherlands
were exchanged by so-called
human insulin, which are produced
artificial and have a structure very much like the
human insulin structure. My low blood level average now suddenly resulted in not
noticed hypo's and resulting coma's. Besides that, I just couldn't feel myself
just as I had always felt myself. For example, I had severe stomach problems and
it never felt OK. So, as a result of using the
artificial insulin I couldn't keep in normal contact with my own
body!
After finishing my studies in 1989, I
started a PhD in theoretical Quantum-Chemistry at the (R)State
u(niversity)
of G(roningen).
I lost my interest in research, because
QM was just used ad hoc there,
without the question why
QM has to be used as such!?! It also
appeared that I could only be at ease with a fixation, I decided to focus on my
blood-sugar levels.
Since 1998 I know that I also have
an
autistic non-(so-called)NT problem.
As many other extremely focused people I appear to
have the so-called
Asperger Syndrome. I experience
this syndrome by the fact that I always make plans in advance to
make sure I keep at ease under any possible stressful situation. I
call this characteristic my automatic pilot. I guess this is the
actual reason for my obsessive behavior!?!
Right now, I again have a safe
passion:
Since I was forced into a psychiatric
hospital from 4 april 1997, I was able
to investigate the description of what is called physics on my own
without any interference. Because, what else is possible when
locked-up in disastrous psychiatry, where no-one is able to
understand how you think!?! The source of this analysis was the
mathematical cause of the experimentally correct Q(uantum)M(echanics),
i.e. answering problem 6
of the
23 problems of
David Hilbert.
And right now I've e-mailed many
physicians about how to rewrite QM to comply to the
CAP. Even though I received many Read e-mail confirmations I
never received any reply from these STUPID physicians! And why this
happens is a GREAT question to me!
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